I met a friend and she just discovered her love of her life^_________^ I'm so jealous^^! Of course she's 24 and I'm just 16 but I really wanna have this feeling too^^! I wanna feel like dying for someone. Like my life would be nothing without him and every time I see him I'll always smile and forget to breath...! So that's why I wanna wait till I find the real one:) Wouldn't this be great???? I see my friends having relationships from now and after a week break up and I 'm like -__-+ And I'm so boring of speaking for things like "should I break up with him?" and bla bla bla... I find it so boring. I wanna talk about movies manga kpop and how amazing life is:) Cause I really think that life is amazing and that I'm so lucky for who I am. I know I have some disadvandages and problems(like everyone) but I always thought that there are so much worse situations and I think I act a little like Polyanna(which book I couldn't end cause I found it sooooo boring....) I just, for now, listen to music and dream^^! And I know and hope that some day a special time will come for me and I'll really fall in love:)