being a teen is scary
I'm so happy I found out about kpop:") Now I'm happier, I smile a lot, I dream wonderful dreams, I learn another foreing language, I became cuter and I don't know what to say! I'm so thankful there is this kind of music! Who else would have songs like Gee or Hoi Hoi! American music in which I used to listen now seems so boring to me! I think that my life has a meaning. I may don't know what I want to do and feel stressed and scared cause Greece is in crisis and I can't study animation and graphics. But I know at least where I want to be in .... let's say 5 years from now. And no! I don't want to be just in Korea. I want to be in Asai!!! I'd like to live in Japan and have the freedom to wear whatever I like and go to Hatsune Miku's concert and listen to vocaloids all the timexD! Or to Korea and stalk Daesung! :P And go to YG Family concerts! And go to Inkigayo or Music Core! Or be in China! And eat these tasty traditional foods I've seen but never taste. And dring hot traditional tea:) That's how I dream my life. Eating noodles wth chopsticks and writing with Chinese carachters, speak Korean and Japanese:) But I don't know what to do for a living-___-I just know I love drawing! But I'm afraid that if I do a work that has to draw I may get bored of drawing or worse hate it! And that's my biggest nightmare! You know... I have thought of it at times... and I don't know:""( What if I never find what I want to do? And never be really fullfilled? Huh... Being a teenager is really scary:""(
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first hallyu wave experiences
You know... after I found out about hallyu wave my whole world changed... Now I don't get excited with any of my classmates. Korean stars seem so perfect to me and I can't like anyone else! When I first found out about kpop I saw all these boys and girls with this amazing clean skin and thin body and soooo white teeth! I was so jealous. At first I couldn't even recognise who was a boy! I first so by chance a photo os SS501 and I'm so deeply sorry! to say that I thought KHJ was a girl! Sorry Kim Hyun Joong:( So sorry! I felt a little strange. I kept looking at the photos tring to realise why they don't have any wrinkles! I thought that was only Asian people's characteristic. And then I found out they had makeup on. Even the boys!! But at first I couldn't realise this that's why I saw them like a dirfferent type of people! Then I saw them live and I was sad to learn that most of them had plastic surgery. And I read everywhere about this double eyelid thing which I had no idea what it was:/ I didn't even notice so much the double eyelids but in Korea this is so important! At that time I started feeling a bit shocked to tell you the truth... But then I got used to it and I started seeing how asians really were and they were like... normal people:) And now thinking of what I used to believe few months ago! So stupid. But I also learned that there aren't all asian like this. There are people that are strongly against plastic surgeriess! And that's very good! But beside this I like their style so much. All this time I only listened to American music cause I don't find Greek songs very interested but I was never satisfied cause I didn't like their style. I don't have any problem with them. It's just that I think their style is way too American for me... I prefer the European... And all this culture wasn't at all for me... In Greece there are these series like Sex And The City or Gossip Girl but they all have to do with girls having relationship with half of the man population and this just isn't my style. But in Korean dramas there is this story of the girl finding the one and be kissed for the first time and etc... I love so much this style of life. I finally found out a world that suit me! And I really think Greece should watch these dramas cause we would learn many things...
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Things I hate...
- Saying "I love you" I never say this not even to my parents...
- hugs, kisses and all these :/ I'm not so open with others...
- sharing things (and especially food!) I seriously hate it when smn asks me smth like a piece of my amazing food or whatever... I hate sharing my things! If you want an eraser then go get one! But in reality I'm not this kind of person to say no... So if you ask I'll give it but I won't lke it at all and after that I'll avoid you ;P
- Talking about relationships and stuff like "Should I break up???" I mean... I'm just 16!!! Hellooooo! I may grew up in a village but even if I lived in a town I'd feel the same! So many relationship and so many break ups.. And then... how will you be sure for the real one love? In my opinion these things should be like dramas:) Meet the one be kissed for the first time have a lovely love story, So romantic right? And in my opinion it can definitely be a reality if you stop changing your boyfriends like you chang you t-shirts x/ I like talking about movies, fashion, dramas, music, some times for school, for this amazing ice cream shop I found, for my dreams... for hot guys^.^! and so much more:)
- Cleaning x/ I really hate it! Make me cook whatever you want but not clean! NEVER clean! I hate it! I even say to my mom that the only think I'll miss from her is for cleaning my room:D I don't like this. But as I said I love cooking:) I hope this helps...!
these were some of the things I hate:)
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Hot Stallone powaaaa!!!
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