being a teen is scary 1/21/2012 - Permalink - 0 Comments
I'm so happy I found out about kpop:") Now I'm happier, I smile a lot, I dream wonderful dreams, I learn another foreing language, I became cuter and I don't know what to say! I'm so thankful there is this kind of music! Who else would have songs like Gee or Hoi Hoi! American music in which I used to listen now seems so boring to me! I think that my life has a meaning. I may don't know what I want to do and feel stressed and scared cause Greece is in crisis and I can't study animation and graphics. But I know at least where I want to be in .... let's say 5 years from now. And no! I don't want to be just in Korea. I want to be in Asai!!! I'd like to live in Japan and have the freedom to wear whatever I like and go to Hatsune Miku's concert and listen to vocaloids all the timexD! Or to Korea and stalk Daesung! :P And go to YG Family concerts! And go to Inkigayo or Music Core! Or be in China! And eat these tasty traditional foods I've seen but never taste. And dring hot traditional tea:) That's how I dream my life. Eating noodles wth chopsticks and writing with Chinese carachters, speak Korean and Japanese:) But I don't know what to do for a living-___-I just know I love drawing! But I'm afraid that if I do a work that has to draw I may get bored of drawing or worse hate it! And that's my biggest nightmare! You know... I have thought of it at times... and I don't know:""( What if I never find what I want to do? And never be really fullfilled? Huh... Being a teenager is really scary:""( Labels: diary |